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Monday, February 25, 2008*

hmm.. recently ive realised, erm, well more like come to terms with the reason for my angst. well i am not afraid to say that yes, its cos i've fallen for someone (for some time actually, which makes it worse). well thats natural isn't it. most people our age would have fallen for a or maybe more people of the opposite gender. well.

well of course like most sensible people (no offense to anyone out there), i feel that thinking about these things at this point in time in our lives is merely a distraction, but even though i try not to think about it, sometimes it just somehow forces its way into my head.. its natural right?

which brings back to the earlier posted thingy on wishful thinking.. what hurts the most is that we can never be, and even though i try not to think about her, i still do. (think its a phase..
hope to get through it soon.)

(i'm doing this as a ditched attempt to let it out so... :s )

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